I realize I
need to contribute more to this blog. I can see the statistics show that there
are views of this page more than just my own forays. I am not going to put a
number on it, how much more I will increase. I can’t force it. But when I have
my thoughts, I will put them down and make them known. And it is not right to
not have new things on here. So here goes.
This is not
like the other mysteries I put on here. For a while now; I have been on a hunt.
It hasn’t been that intense so it isn’t like a once in a lifetime safari or
nothing. I have done some searches. If I concentrated on it for a bit; I am
sure I could find it. But I don’t. I look for a couple of minutes here. Or a
couple there. But not a long exhaustive search like is probably needed.
There was a
story in a Penthouse Forum or Penthouse Letters that blew me away. Now, I fully
acknowledge that this story is conflicted at best. It is about forced sex
and/or rape. It is also about human trafficking. For that reason it should not
be considered titillating. But I only believe that true rape is not fodder for
sexual fantasy. I do think that things that shouldn’t happen in real life can
be valid as a fantasy. This is not the recount of a criminal act. Still,
reading this is a personal choice. So if that is going to bother you, please
stop reading here.
The story was published in one of
those little Penthouse Forum / Letters books that they sell that are not
standard magazine size. I do not remember the actual dimensions were closer to
4” x 6” than 8” x 11”. I didn’t see it in the main magazine; I used to get it
pretty regularly. Of course it might have been in there as well. I can only be
sure it was in one of the smaller compilation books as some were reprints and others
were ones that did not make the main magazine.
I read it back in the early 1990s. I
was still in college at the time. The story was awesome. It was clear, concise
and kinky. Just what Forum/Letters is for? But it could have been part of something
a lot kinkier. Not sure but either way; it was a good story.
The gist of
the story is; this woman [Let’s call her Maggi] is writing about a fantasy she
has. Maggi is stolen from her life and sold into slavery. At the slave auction;
Maggi is told she is going to be a sex slave to a wealthy man. The wealthy men
who are there to pay for her are allowed to touch her like they are shopping
for clothes. In every intimate way and in every intimate place. But the “buyers”
aren’t all going to be allowed to sleep with Maggi, that would be silly. But
for some reason, they want to see she isn’t frigid as if a slave can say no. This
story was the best way Maggi could think this would be accomplished, I suppose.
So instead;
the “auctioneers-slavers” arrange for her to be viewed having sex with someone.
If this had been written by a man; I would have thought the “buyers” would just
have her have sex with another woman and use a dildo to test her “temperature”
was not freezing. But what happens in the story is the main reason I thought it
might have actually been written by a woman. Seems like something that would be
most appealing to women. As a male reader it was titillating. As a viewer or spectator
I would similarly be fascinated. But if I was a buyer, I wouldn’t have been as enthusiastic.
Instead I would prefer having either a woman or just some Average Joe type guy
who maybe represents the “buyers” body type; she is fucked by a different type
of fella.
The “auctioneers-slavers
head-auditioner” is well muscled and looks like a model. Kind of a walking Dream
Man [which I will refer to him from here on]; he is tall, dark and handsome. And
along with that, he has a penis like a fire-hose. I can’t remember how long it
was supposed to be. I am pretty sure it was longer than anything I would
consider average and longer than myself too. It was thick, muscled, veiny and
all that. Basically the fantasy fuck of quite a few women. Especially if she is
being sold into slavery. Maggi might as well enjoy herself.
Maggi does just that according to
the story. She is taken to heights of ecstasy she has never encountered. Enjoys
her time with Dream Man completely. And is left sexually and physically spent
by the end.
Now this is
a fantasy. Maybe this Dream Man went on to service all the female slaves that
night? Because he is described as a walking hard-on who’s blood is a mix of
testosterone and viagra [because I doubt there are not the two bathtubs required
for Cialis to work, ha-ha]. It only deals with this one woman in the story so
can’t tell. Maggi it seems is only concerned with her own satisfaction. And for
some reason, in her story, so are the “auctioneer-slavers” and the “buyers”
too. I guess Maggi is lucky they have so much concern for her sexual pleasure.
And maybe I am being petty to
comment on it. It is fantasy. I should just accept it, right? But if I was writing it; there would need to
be a squad or two of Dream Men maintained at all times. Heck, they would even
have an eating and training regiment as well. The logistics are vaguely
possible but would take a ton of resources. But I am thinking too much into it.
Just have to enjoy the story for what it was. One female slave who gets maximum
pleasure and one Dream Man slave who services her desire.
As best I
can remember; the fantasy ends as she is taken away after her Dream Man is done
with her. I actually believe she was carried away. Unable to stand. And I can’t
remember if she even gets to be sold on the block. I guess that wouldn’t be
part of the fantasy, would it?
I know that
a title would really help. But I don’t remember the title. If I went through
the full circumstances of how I came to read this story; it would be obvious
why I don’t remember. Heck, I only read it once; I am surprised I remember any
detail about it at all.
There are
plenty of slave auction stories I have seen online. There are plenty of
different scenarios. All of them require lots of resources; most of all money.
But this story was unique in that it was focused on the satisfaction of the
female slave, Maggi. It was artfully written. The focus was correct. Would be interesting
to see what the Dream Man thought about it too in Stephenie Meyer – Midnight Sun
fashion. But for now; Maggi’s thoughts are a rich enough story for me to enjoy.
Just as a
disclaimer, the woman’s name is not Maggi. I used that name here so as not objective
her more. If it was a simple as a searching for a character name; I would have found
it by now.
Maybe someone knows which story I
am referring to. If I do find it; I will post a link.
Well that
is my newest mystery. Call Sherlock and Dr. Watson.